This is an autobiography of the first quarter of my life. Though I am still young with many more years ahead of me, I found that first 30 years have been very interesting. This book chronicles my journey from childhood to womanhood. From immaturity to maturity naturally and spiritually. This book began as a part of my therapy and as a coping mechanism for my mental illnesses. This is not a woe is me book or please feel sorry for me narrative. This book was written to illuminate mental illness, sexual abuse, verbal abuse, and other taboos in the minority and Christian cultures. This book was written as a testament to the healing and delivering power of God. I pray this book blesses you and encourages you to have conversations about these things. If you are in any of these situations, please go and get help.