A husband who Lives in turmoil every day is a man who is confused. It's hard to help someone that you love when he is in this state of mind, his constant struggle within keeps him in utter chaos fighting himself in a mentally tug war daily. Not sure of his present or future due to making many wrong choices in the past year having him go insane. He still loves me with all his heart but is so confused mentally he cannot see straight due to his constant battle within his mind leaving him in turmoil daily.