What if you did something so bad you couldn't bear to think about it? That's what Kate Brown did and instead of listening to the guilty voices inside her head, she day-dreamed-not just a little bit. A lot. So much she almost failed sixth grade. So much everyone at school thought she was weird, even Natalie, her best friend since the first day of first grade. It wasn't until her English teacher encouraged Kate to write a journal and poetry that Kate began to deal with her buried feelings. Would Kate ever be able to forgive herself and once the truth came out, would her parents forgive her?