This book is about a teenager who struggled with the emotion of love. Is love really that simple even when your mind is meditating in a dark place? This novel started as a private diary between a mother and her daughter and is based on true events. It takes a tremendous amount of courage to face your fears and to be honest about your deepest thoughts and prayers; but through all the hurt and pain there exists God's unconditional love. No matter how deep the stains of your sins, and no matter how many bites of the apple you have eaten; God can remove it and restore you.