As I chose God as the path to follow I found that that path led me to victory over years of addiction and mental illness. Anxiety disappeared. My panic attacks ceased completely. Food became nourishment and not some sort of control or fix. I use to use food, fasting, and alcohol as a crutch to stuff my emotions. I wanted to be numbed. Now, I have been told that the Bible is my crutch. I figure that if I am known for following God's word than I am doing my job correctly. My problems originated with disobedience to God. Not until I got out of my own way and started living life God's way with obedience to him, did I get right with the Lord. I started to get right this past February 2014 after the "Bad Attitude" Baptist Blow-Out in Pensacola, Florida, when I dug into the Psalms of my King James Bible. After I was finished with my first book, Marching through the Psalms with Jesus-A Spiritual Journey Within, I decided to continue my journey through the entire New Testament. I still needed to keep looking to Jesus regardless of being in recovery. After all, looking to Jesus is the reason for my victory in the first place. I am available to be there for my husband Lew, and three children Nicholas, Alexandra, and Christian. My hopes and dreams are to develop a close-knit relationship with all of my children, especially with my sixteen year old daughter, Alexandra. I am also available to be an effective Administrator at KBH. I am able to make important and complicated decisions, care for the residents' needs and requests. God has allowed me success because I put him first and on the increase while putting myself on the decrease GLORY TO GOD