"A Special Book of Poems Written and Dedicated to P nk..". All my life I've been searching for the reasons to believe in my dreams. I've been fighting endless battles with my inner self and I've been caught in the middle of chaotic wars between my heart and my head. I try to understand what my life's all about, rather than just appreciating it and living it instead. I've been so busy fighting with myself, trying to win my emotional wars but I fight hopelessly. Secretly, I pray for a miracle that will make me realise that no one can help me. That it all has to be me. Then, suddenly, I forget all the negatives. My pain fades away. I find myself smiling with a mind that is as clear as day. All my fears, they seem to disappear. My insecurities go astray. No matter my mood or the time of day, her music inspires my million emotions and I realise a millions reasons not to keep my dreams at bay. Through her music, I have found a friend worth more to me than I could have ever thought. That with no amount of money, I could have ever bought. A friendship so valuable with so much she's taught. Worth every battle I have ever fought.