There are circumstances where you find yourself wondering; who can I turn to? Where can I go? You have been through hell and back in this world. You didn't think there was anything that could help you hold onto your sanity. You realize that the only person that can save you and keep you is God. You decide to give your life to Christ and the first step usually taken is to find a church home. You find a place where you can worship, get fed spiritually, and learn the vital teachings of the Bible. Well, what happens when you are misguided, taken advantage of, lied to, and swindled by the very place you believed would help you to heal your past hurts; offer a place for solace, and guide you through your spiritual journey until the end comes? You are not alone. Don't give up on God. The Pastor's that practice and allow this behavior are acting out of greed, lust, or just plain malice. I am going to share my experiences and my continuous journey to healing and revelation. I pray it encourages you to go on.