I have been fighting cancer most of my adult life. Originally diagnosed with Non-Hotchkins Lymphoma in 2001, I underwent radiation treatment and soon was cancer free... so I thought. Going about my routine tasks as work in 2016 I noticed some very sharp pains in my left armpit. After a doctor's visit I was told that I was already stage 3 reoccurrence and needed some specialized treatment to knock the cancer out or I wasn't going to see the New Year. Each day, as I drove myself to the Cancer Treatment Center, I looked at the very important details of the life going on all around me. Determined to not allow this opportunity to go to waste, I started writing an online journal for my friends and family to see and be encouraged. This is a collection of that journal.