Life has many questions. Sometimes these questions have no answer, and we just have to accept the idea blindly. The problem with this way of thinking is that you never get to the truth about why you really believe or don't believe in something. Life has taken me on quite the journey, and although I always believed in God and Jesus, I needed to know why I believed. I also questioned heaven and hell, the origin of evil, the afterlife, marriage, kids, animal intelligence, and the future of this world. Inspiration comes from everywhere, even places that you don't want to be. It is through this process of tragedies and triumphs and rising and falling that you learn what you really believe. I have written down my thoughts for all those who want or need a reason to believe. If today is the last day of your life and there is no guarantee that tomorrow will come, how would you answer the question "Am I proud of today?"