"Bedside Diary" covers every aspect of the author, Matthew Aaron's life: sex, suicide, fear, despair, hatred for my father, reconciliation with my father, tales of my gay life, tales of my straight life and eventually how God redeemed every last crazy moment. This collection represents a literary jaunt through the trials, tests and triumphs of a shy, Oklahoma kid, who grew up afraid of everything. These writings are the daily processes of finding his voice and ending 35 years of silence. Matthew Aaron has been ministering the gospel since 1999 to men struggling with same sex attractions who, like himself, refuse to accept the "born gay" mentality. He is no stranger to controversy and obediently proclaims the truth of God's word wherever he is called. Matthew Aaron writes a blog titled "Unicorns, Aliens and Bigfoot- My post gay life" (www.mattiewalk.com). Proceeds from the sale of this book help fund the Matthew Aaron Foundation, a non-profit foundation dedicated to the health and support of other charitable organizations such as: Operation Christmas Child, Big Fish Ministry, BeKind24-7.com, etc. An even 10% of all sales will be donated to a building fund for Illuminate Church in Celebration, Florida.