Take a trip into my 84 year old bipolar mind and find out what bipolar is really all about without the usual theatrics and B.S. written about this disorder. My life has enough drama without distorting it further. Get past my vulgarity (curse words are abbreviated so as not to offend sensitive eyes) and obsession with sex (a bi-product of bipolar), and you'll learn how lithium, banned in America, in the 50's saved my life and over time destroyed my kidneys. See all my travails including four failed marriages, a visit to a nuthouse and a daughter whose death at 11 years of age tore a hole in my chest. Don't think my story is all downhill. It has a happy ending. I guess God thought I had enough pain in my life. So He plunked down my fifth wife, Linda who helped me beat back bipolar without drugs and live a fairly normal life for over 26 years. Get all the explicit details in living color by reading the rest of my book.