Waiting for the day to come when my tears would be tears of joy. My silent pain would come to light, and then I could let go. No one knows the journeys we go through, the doors we open, and the strength it takes to walk through those doors to close them behind you. It could take years, or it could take days. Our journeys are not always chosen by us, they can either make you or break you, but it will taint you. It could take longer when you feel you are alone, but you must never give up no matter how hard it seems. There have been times I just wanted to sleep and not wait up, but God wouldn't let me. No doubt, there are fallen angels in the world. There are also good angels in this world! You just have to recognize them and accept them. Let go, this will make you stronger and eventually move you forward. You are important too. You can overcome this! And now, for the grandkids, nieces and nephews, well, that's a whole other story! Bits & Pieces II (Reality)! What a mess!