This book describes my story of how I chose to live in a homosexual lifestyle. It details the complications, the struggles and the sadness that was experienced. After being in this lifestyle for many years, and through making a decision for my Lord and Savior, I left the lifestyle. Clinging to the scriptures written in Psalm 51:1-17, I have been out of the lifestyle, and have begun to rebuild my life anew as well as my sons.