This book is about the conspiracy against me and my brother. It begins with my first book of poetry. (It is dedicated to anyone who knows what it feels like to be left homeless). We all let him down. He just needed a place to lay his head. Now he is not apart of my life and it tears me apart. The second part of the book is about relationships throughout my life, that have not lasted. Sexual; non- sexual. Male and female. Family; non-family. I have no one to talk to on a daily basis. I guess I'll just continue waiting for my grandson to begin speaking.