Change or Die

Cat has everything--a condo on the ocean in San Francisco, a booming career, a great backhand--but she is losing her sanity and her soul. The one thing she has wanted all her life is slipping away, an intimate connection with Spirit, the Divine Mind from which the universe is shaped.

A man from her past, maverick quantum physicist Josh Siegel, promises her that and more if she will join him and three other carefully selected women in a scheme to harness Spirit's power for a free, clean, unlimited fuel source. Doing so, and teaching others to do so, will trigger an evolutionary leap in consciousness that saves humans from extinction.

Cat jumps at the chance. But at Shamballa, Josh's retreat in Sonoma's Valley of the Moon, she realizes that he has dangerous hidden motives and even more dangerous enemies. As Cat's uncanny gifts with Spirit emerge, so do deadly, long-concealed fears and anger, unleashing a fiery battle between good and evil in herself, with Josh, and with the malicious Consortium that runs the world and wants to stop them.

Some change, some die. At the end of this inspirational spiritual coming of age nove, Spirit reveals to Cat its deepest, most surprising secret.