Christina My entire life I've lived with shadows lurking behind what otherwise appears like the perfect family. My mother often disappears into her bedroom for days at a time because her life becomes too much to deal with. I never understood it. I know there are family secrets. I hear the whispers and innuendos. But no one wants me to know the truth. The thing is: I'm not a little girl anymore. I'm tired of not being told. I must seek the answers and discoveries that will change my life and the relationship I have with my family, possibly forever. I soon discover that there is another daughter. The betrayal I feel from having to learn that on my own sends me running off to find her, no matter how much my parents, and Max, discourage me. I'm tired of all the lies. I can't do it anymore, and I won't. My best friend since my early teens is Max Salazar. He's my cousin by adoption, and best friend in the world, even if lately, he has been acting like anything but family. He is often in trouble so I'm always trying to bail him out. But this time, I get in way too far over my head and there's only Max to turn to. Max, however, refuses to accept my comfort. How can I think about caring for someone who can't even stand my touch?