A journey into the innocent mind of a lonely child, the perils of domestic negligence, early realization, untiring search for the meaning of life, the pollution of optimistic faith in humanity and how these factors shaped his intellectually suspicious mentality. Purposefully nurtured by divine intervention, this is an unexaggerated narration of unexpurgated secret tears, sophisticated self-deliberations grown from a reclusive mindset, his mother's psychosis and pained outrage at abuses.