Lonely and need an outlet to channel her sexual energy. With high strength and determination, as an adult, she wanted to take a walk on the wild side and explore the mysterious world of sexual encounters. She found men who allowed her dreams to be turned into a reality as her inner curiosity was satisfied. The sexual experience is one that threatens to break her heart. While trying to figure out what sex is from 1996 to 2018, she shares her journey on how she overcame obstacles. Life is a box of chocolates, but the only difference is hers is a true story. Had she accomplished her goal of finding out what sex is like?" After I published this work, I know that someone will take full credit for it. I'll be like TLC, a three-member American R&B girl group, who received no money. Plus, we are living in a Jeffrey Epstein's world, when men like Nathan can do whatever they wish toward women. That is how life is for me. Unfair. I guess I'll just think like Jessie J. "I don't need your money, money, money, I just wanna make the world understand, Forget about the price tag, Ain't about the uh cha-ching cha-ching. I just want to put my life out there for the world to read." Life is a box of chocolate.... I mean, men are a box of chocolates... you never know what you're gonna get.