First in two volume's of the series, "Diaries of a Damaged Soul." Year's of verbal abuse, money disappearing from the bank account, late night's out with the boys and finally, after sending her daughter to college, Terri was surprised by a divorce and then abandoned. He emptied the checking account, disappeared, broke promises to their son and threatened death to her animals. It took some time, but, day after day, Terri recovered from the shock, and started a new life. These are her day to day struggles with some out takes of her past with her alcoholic passive aggressive ex-husband. The cover to this book is blurry on purpose. As confusion is a difficult thing to replicate with JUST written words, a visual blur helps to GIVE you the impression of this confusion felt during the marriage. So, don't be upset when it arrives and it is indeed....a blur.