A poetry collection that dives into the mind of a young woman who had a dream of creating art from an altered state of mind. As she immersed herself into drug induced bliss and mornings after praying apologizes, unfolds an intimate piece of work, touching on self-destruction, relationships, and conflict with spirituality. In attempt to mend the gap between the lost child in her and the woman she wanted to be, reveals the tragic yet touching truth of her world immersed into intoxication and self discovery.