This writing describes a life journey: it is a quest for meaning behind the motives and actions of others. It is told through the eyes and voice of Katherine; she seeks understanding of people close to her. Misunderstandings produce anger, hatred, apathy, and a lack of compassion. She relies on addictive behaviours to change the way she feels. Katherine wishes to rid herself of this negativity which creates bondage and which has the potential to destroy her, injure others, or even drive her to commit a murder. After many years, she gains insight into her fellow, human beings. She understands. She sees more clearly but not without the aid of others. She discovered she couldn't accomplish serenity and acceptance on her own. Kate's story introduces the reader to the persons on her team that guided her to a stage in her life where she is able to find contentment, peace, and love. LOVE becomes her state of being. She learns to accept and love herself as well as her fellows.