Shocking revelations take readers to a higher awareness as increasing details of the truth emerge through intensified shamanic dream interpretation. More and more memories return revealing that a dysfunctional pressure for perfection from various authority figures and threats of extreme violence caused Mary to have a fragmented identity with numerous secrets. Experiences discovered through dream interpretation include having numerous secret boyfriends and having had secret home birth babies because of having an extremely obsessive sexually sadistic stalker. Mary had to repress this information because her stalker was extremely violent due to having an attachment disorder. In dealing with men who have attachment disorders that make them unethical and violent, Mary had to remarkably heal herself from a terrible incident that occurred in her junior year of college after she was married. Her ER doctor said he would use her before and after photo for the rest of his life as a medical teaching tool. Her stalker knew of these unique physical capabilities and he became so obsessed with Mary's ability to easily have secret babies that he constantly wanted to have more children that he could take away from her and keep for himself and his wife. Although repressed for many years to her conscious self, Mary's metaphysical abilities to affect physical reality continue to be refined and strengthened through returning memories. She is even more powerful now as a complete soul. In this process, Mary has realized how far from the truth one can be and not even know it because without her dreams she would still be living in a tiny fragment her real life.