Awakened in the midst of despair from lost love, Rebecca meets one of her personal angels face-to-face, yet this meeting doesn't deliver Rebecca out of her despair. She meditates and prays but the results are not permanent. Her thoughts turn over on themselves as she places her feelings into a journal. Layers of pain are uncovered until Rebecca falls into a dream, a dream of a past life in which she can't escape. Following herself as the young child Anna, Rebecca discovers the more longing and loss she feels, the more she attracts dark forces, an energetic field keeping her in despair. To break despair, Rebecca becomes a spirit guide to Anna and learns that fear had been painting on the canvas of her life. Once free from fear, Rebecca travels half-way around the world to write her memoir. It is there in Bali that she makes her higher mindset concrete with the prayerful people of Bali. And, it is her memoir that frees her into a life of love.