Elspeth, at thirty-six, has lost her husband to a motorcycle accident. She is persuaded to take up modeling using the internet sites, which she does, at first with grave doubts, but gradually her life changes. This book provides a penetrating picture of heart rending grief but also an insight into the highs and lows, the joys, pitfalls and success - it becomes almost a self help guide - to the world of amateur and semi professional modeling. You will laugh, cry and be frustrated as you accompany this all too believable heroine. Simultaneously we are provided with a compelling portrait of Elspeth's grief and her journey through the fatal twists and turns of romance and desire to lasting fulfillment and joy.