During this time in my life, music was my main focus thus I found myself writing songs rather than poems. This however was not the end of my love for poetry. The original events that had me writing profusely were not as prominent anymore. I would only begin to write on the rare occasion that a nagging thought or idea was gnawing at my brain which need to be written out. At this time I was left jaded and bewildered by all that happened. This is the shortest chapter in the book. The previously mentioned events will be poetically portrayed in the following years, telling the story in reverse, from how it ended to how it began. Watch the transformation of the style of writing, the transformation of my thoughts and the some things that just never changed.