Feliz wants to die and he hired me to document his "life and dying." I did and then he disappeared along with the original first draft. It should have been easy for me to just set this all aside and wait for him to return. However, if he is dead dead, or if he has found the living death he desired, he is not coming back. The truths in his writings are too important to let sit in a box in my studio. I believe he found the key to "spontaneous joy" and "the spontaneous life." If you think about it, that is really what we all want anyway, isn't it?"