But they didn't know that what was on the outside wasn't near as important as what was in the heart. Arsen's heart was a dozen shades of gray, all murky and opaque. Toby's ... I suspect he thought it'd faded black, that he had no redeeming qualities left. But to me, he looked more and more like gold, like the sunset one of those nights where it's all around you. You can't escape it, but only stand there in the glow. For me, he was that glow, and I made up my mind to bask in it whenever I could. ----- Caia Maceo's life changed the day Toby Kemp walked into it. He's different from other boys, silent, secretive. But, their feelings for each other growing, she finds out there's a reason he acts that way. He's lived through something no teen should have to face. He's seen hell and survived. Yet, it isn't his vision of hell that makes her question their relationship, but an unexpected view of heaven. A look at life and death and faith from a unique point-of-view. Book 1 of 2 in the ANGST SERIES by best-selling author, SUZANNE D. WILLIAMS. *This story completes in Book 2.