So why does an established fifty-year old Pastor become discontented with his existence and situation in life? It really does defy imagination and all that seems sensible and rational in life. Like the pounding of waves against the rocks and stirring of the wind among the mulberry trees so he felt the ruffling and discomfort of the need for change. Come Sunday mornings heaviness came over him and his life seemed like one constant and dreary Sunday to Sunday existence. Worshipping among his church congregation he sensed conflict in his emotions and a strong feeling that he wanted to be far away. Crying out in his soul he pleaded - "God what is happening to me why do I feel like this?"