A painful past. Many of us have one. We each have something we don't want EVERYONE to know - let alone share with the world Well, brace yourself for this gripping, page-turning, and tell-all story. Within its pages, you will find Author J'Anmetra Waddell's unusual truth. As a former First Lady of the church, read her horrifying story of physical, mental, emotional, and sexual abuse at the hands of the man she loved: the pastor. Learn how she put on her "best face" for the world while struggling with trying to leave her abusive husband. Family, friends, church members, and co-workers couldn't help her escape. She had to do it alone. She had to be FEARLESS.