Losing your baby is a life-changing event. But you don't have to get stuck in the memory of what was. You can embrace what is It's not easy, but there is a plan. You have an angel Your angel can be your guide to acceptance and the catalyst to heal your broken heart. From Panic to Empowerment: How to embrace and angel when you expected a baby is a memoir of a 47 yr old women, who conceived with her own eggs using IVF; gave birth and experienced loss within nine hours. Dr. Stephanie invites you to be a fly on the wall as she opens up about the crazy antics of needle pushing and pill popping, ultrasounds, and intimacy. Instead of focusing on the loss she helps you process your grief so you can see the beauty of the beast You will discover the greatness of the role you played to be the chosen vessel for a divine soul. This story will make you laugh and cry; reminding you that life is precious in physical and spiritual form. The spirit never dies. Your tears of sorrow will transform into tears of reverence and joy. Embrace your sacred role as an angel mommy; you were part of a divine plan.