"First they ignore you, Then they laugh at you, Then they fight you, . . . Then you WIN." -Mahatma Gandhi You will come to know who BBD is only when you come to know who you are. In handling that challenge, BBD invites you to learn what you can from his life events and to recognize that it is meaningful only to the extent that it points you in the direction of learning more about yourselves. This work is collation of random thoughts, events in life, and reader may find episodes of vidhwa vilap (wail of a widow) from an enigmatic, diabolical, and vicious split personality full of contradictions of a megalomaniac and overall devil incarnate.