This book is full of love, also full of Life lessons and tools to help one get through mourning; I intend to make others see the positive in death. Yes, I know that doesn't sound right, but if you think about it, you will understand? We all have to go home one day, and the earth is just a resting stop for us ALL. When a loved one leaves to continue their journey home with their daddy, remember the good times and the Lessons Learned within the time you spent with them and maybe and just maybe, we can learn to smile more than cry when those memories surface of that earth angel now called home. The chapters of my books are dedicated to the memories of the loved ones that I have lost and the family and friends that are still here missing them along with me. There are the names of my timeline, they are the love ones that were close to me, and affected me in some type of way. Mostly family some close friends and my list Ranges close to 30, that I can recall vividly from. Hugging and kissing them to hanging with a person the day before they left. Maybe it might have been your best friend, getting shot in front of you-or-girlfriend at work not having the time to say bye to anyone. I have been through so much in my life and still can reach out to others and help, so people ask me over and over "how do I find the strength"? "How do you continue to smile through the pain and the rain after all the years of suffering? And I always reply it is the Lord's will that I remain strong, therefore, my strength comes from all the loved ones he gave and taken back. In addition, after all these years I thought I was strong until I lost my son, now I know what strength really is My strength had to increase more because I had to see the strength in my son day after day, and now that strength he had is left behind for me to embrace, along with many others that had to be strong along with them.