This book was actually started when I kept journals needed to keep track of events. I was in so much pain and distress that I was unable to remember events, dates, or what was said. For instance, the journal I kept concerning my attorneys actions or lack of actions would seem incredible. By keeping a journal, handwritten, I would later enter it on a computer because the handwriting was not very clear. After the problem was over, I just wanted to go on with my life. It seems, however, that the community saw me as a problem to be avoided. I was not accepted in the community as a teacher, and they made efforts to prevent me from employment in the system. Eventually, I left and moved on. I believe that people going through serious life difficulties would benefit from some of the actions possible to help overcome the difficulties that life drops on us. Or are we the cause?