Everyone wants a beautiful marriage, but the beauty is not revealed in the ceremony; it's behind closed doors. I never thought that I would be the person to lose sight of my identity and character through a single decision. It was like watching rain from a window; I was watching myself fall. I hit the ground only to be absorbed by my marriage. I was afraid of disappointing God but never afraid of fighting the attacks of the enemy. Ask me, "His marriage or mine?" and I'd say this one belonged to me.