F**k first love. F**k fate. And Fu**k you. I'm Leo and this is my side of the story. This is where I came from, where I've been, and where I'm at... this is the story of a man that loved A Woman Gone Mad. I'm not telling it because I'm searching for absolution, pity, or even understanding from you, I'm for damn sure not telling it because I give a f**k what you think about me. I'm telling it because its MY story and if you don't like it... Suck it. If you're searching for a happily ever after, a prince with a glass slipper searching for the princess to sweep her off her feet... I'm sorry but this isn't that story. It's about pain. Obsession. Regret. And time lost. I fell in love with Lil back when we were way too young, I fell hard and I fell fast. When everything else around me was spinning in circles, she was the only sure thing that stood still. When you finally get your happily ever after it's supposed to be happy. But like I said this isn't that story... It's just me Holding Her in Madness, fighting against Lil's demons in the middle of f**king hell. ***Warning: This is not a shy and tender fairytale love story. It's a raw, tragic, and gritty story inspired by true events. This book is not for the faint of heart, it contains graphic language, sex, violence, and drug use. MATURE Audiences Only. Not intended for young adult readers.***