The title comes from years of committing to this clean way of life. It is easy to fall and easier to stay down when we fall. If you are fortunate enough to beat this disgusting, purposely-placed addiction, then you are a small percentage of life that has a very purposeful reason for breathing. Please meditate into nature, your answers are waiting for you there. You are more important than you know. There are many people out there that you will love that you do not even know yet. Stay positive and full of love within yourself and the rest will fall right into place. Much Love, Cuzindave, David Pimentel