The telling of a mother's journey through darkness and despair after she looses her 3 children in 2 separate car accidents, how she turns to alcohol and is forced to deal with life on life's terms; how she copes day after day, year after year without a husband and children. She turns her life around after deciding she wants to live instead of continuing to torcher herself day after day. She also talks about how her daily life reminds her of her losses and how she deals with her sadness and sometimes anger.