Out of twenty-seven years of therapy, 'Reace spent two years journal writing. By sharing those two years in this book, she fulfills her desire that her life experience not be in vain. Her story, especially, will educate those who work with abused, traumatized, dissociated individuals. Like Dr. Bradshaw who wrote the Foreword, in reading 'Reace's journal, you will experience awe and respect; anger and sadness. While in the midst of horror the author's spirit touched wonder. One night, in her anger, 'Reace decided as she cried out to God, "I'll show them, I'll show them all. I will get an in-curable disease and then I will find a cure for it. Then someone WILL see me." She forgot that she had made this conscious decision. In writing this journal, 'Reace re-membered and understood why she manifested Multiple Sclerosis. With courage and persistance, 'Reace healed her childhood trauma and MS. The book closes with her Therapist's case study of a long and successful healing journey.