I'm not Gay is a story, a true story about who I used to be and is no longer, it's a hard road, it's easier to say, I am gay than it is to say I am not, especially when you have tried the lifestyle, for me, I was forced into, and hated it, but, after all of the rapes, there came a craving, and I couldn't find a way to shake it, but then, the day came that I could, and I'm glad i finally did. I have a wonderful son, tow awesome granddaughters, a beautiful wife and my whole life ahead of me, in this book, i take 33 years of hell, and put it into 25 pages, that's pretty cool.