Trenton & I had a tumultuous relationship. I felt that he was all that I deserved and that he owed me the fantasy life I had always dreamed of because I had made sacrifices to be with him. Finally, it was crystal clear that he would never be able to love me like I deserved when three months before our wedding, he dropped a bomb on me. When you look back over your life, do you get caught up in praise or do you hang your head in shame? Have you been there, done that and gotten a souvenir t-shirt for all the mistakes that you have made? Are you sick and tired of being sick and tired of getting the short end of the love stick? Welcome to my world. If You Understood My Past, You Would Understand My Praise is about finding the love you deserve from The One that youve been waiting your whole life for. Come laugh, cry, pray and praise with me as I inspire you to seek the love you deserve. So many of us have looked for love in all the wrong places] If You Understood My Past, You Would Understand My Praise, a memoir, is based on a true story, all of the characters are real people whose names have been changed and most of the events did occur.