He had her by the throat so hard until he lifted her up off the floor by her throat. She was struggling, but she felt a heaviness coming over her, and her struggle became less and less. She looked in his eyes, and all she saw was hatred. He wanted to kill her. She felt her life slipping away and the self-preservation that was in her to fight for her life was slowly fading. What she always thought were issues of her heart ended up being issues of the male gender that affected her life.