Jeanne's childhood memories were only a reprieve, placed in her mind, as she lay unconscious on the kitchen floor. Once she felt her young son pounding on her chest, frantically calling her name, she awoke; terrified by the nightmare she had temporarily left. She must act; quietly and quickly before Charlie.... No, she couldn't think of that now. She must save the children. Jeanne X's tale is a personal, heart wrenching, raw, funny, tragic, real life reenactment of a young couple's struggle to create a life together against a destructive force they had no idea how to control. As you read the first book of this generational saga, you will be privy to the secrets, hidden behind a false facade of smiling faces, lies and deception, that are more common than anyone would like to admit. Be warned Once you learn the truth, you will never be able to go back to your life as usual. Jeanne X can be found everywhere; if you know what you are looking for. Recommendation: This is an exceptional book for the codependent or anyone who has addictions in their past or present. The reader will be able to relate to the main character and feel empowered by the journey to survival. A must read for a good story but especially for the enabler. Everyone has a story to tell and this one is an enjoyable read. Dr. Sharon Otis Clinical Psychotherapist"