Crushed by a violent, anti-Semitic world and a troubled alcoholic father, Phillip
Cohen begins searching early in life for healing and love. It's a journey through...

• An abusive, dysfunctional Jewish family
• Violent neighborhoods in Chicago, Atlanta, and Miami
• Hard drugs and hippie communes
• Ultra conservative Anabaptist churches
• Mainstream Christianity

It's an amazing adventure you'll need to read to believe! God often isn't in the places where Phillip thinks God (or godlike
substitutes) should be. Yet God appears in ways Phillip never expects to
meet him. In his youth, Phil turns to stealing, running away, drugs,
religion . . . anything to escape the pain of the violent neighborhoods
he's living in and the troubled father who's brutalizing him, his
mother, and two younger siblings. Then, while attending school in
> People living in deep poverty yet are happy and content.
Soon he dives headlong into the hippie culture, drugs, rock festivals,
and communes. This causes a growing rage inside that he can't contain.
For a few years, he wanders alone, broke, and homeless around the US,
> Happy families that love each other. A little country Bible church in the poorest county in Tennessee appears
to be what Phil and his young bride, Gina, are searching for. It seems
to meet their needs--until the church falls apart, splitting families,
> The search continues.... Join this amazing journey where, despite his efforts to find God, he
often finds himself in unexpected places where God's presence is
unexpected. Phillip's search then leads him to discover healing through
woodworking, which grows into a successful multi million-dollar business. However, even in the midst of all this, Phil is drawn back to the God
who shines through it all.