God blessed me with not one, but two girls. I even threw around the idea that maybe He actually wanted me to be happy, but when Anastasia died, again I was expected to endure pain, only this time, this was more than I could handle-and God said He wouldn't give us more than we could handle-He lied to me. * * * Have you ever thought you're not worth anything? Have you ever lost something valuable? Have you ever been in an abusive situation, whether it be child abuse or during adulthood? Have you ever lost your way in life, emotionally? This is a book that encompasses all these situations and more, a story about how God gets us into a refining fire and brings us out in a way that brings Him glory.