Oh, how I longed to have a Daddy that would love me and hold me in his arms so I would know who I was; so I would feel safe. It would even be after years into knowing God as Savior, that I would come to know Him as my Abba Father. He told me, "I've always been your Father, but now you know it." One day in a vision, I saw myself running into His throne room, passed the laughing angels, to my daddy, hugged His neck and told Him how much I loved Him. I was welcome on His lap, and knew I belonged there.