Living a lie every day and showing the world a different child, teen, woman than the one who lived in Grandfather's huge house. Not knowing what the next day would bring and knowing that evil was indeed real. Who would love me and whom could I trust. Mommy, the cat is scratching my hand. To face life not knowing what TRUTH was and to know that the access was free without knowing is a tragedy of life. Never feel trapped or alone again. Know that love is where you greet the opportunity to walk into the outstretched arms of a savior and lover of your soul. Learn of Me and Pray.