This is the second book continuing on with the story of my life; I thought that life in general was hard enough before but who knows what can happen. I was totally wrong in thinking that I had it all planned out. Life throws all kinds of challenges at me and I do endeavor to take up these challenges and try to make the best of what I have no matter how hard or painful it becomes. Just when I think that I've had the worst of it yet another problem raises its ugly head. When these problems and hardships arise in my life I always try to face them head on but as I grow older I am finding it much harder to cope with them. I have always said to people that no matter what happens I will always spring back the trouble is, my spring is getting a bit weak now. 2004, 2005 were very traumatic years for Natalie and myself more than anyone else, although Marie was a constant source of support and comfort to the pair of us in those dark and dismal times. In 2007 however, everything was to change indeed our whole way of life was to become harder in many ways. There's an old saying there's nowt as queer as folk, by hell that's true and I found out first hand just how people who are supposed to be your friends can turn against you with dramatic consequences. I have found out only through making major mistakes in my life that everyone is a suspect; it's only through sheer determination and courage that I have found the strength to carry on and to look out for my family and indeed for myself to the best of my ability.