December 6, 2017 I'm in Church. The Blessed Sacrament is exposed; it is the season of Advent, and the alter is decorated in purple it is so beautiful! The peace it brings when I look at it, is what life is all about. It's not about me or you! It's about Jesus! Step aside! Let His light shine for all the world to see. As I look up at the stained glass window to the right of the cross hanging, I see the words "You did it." I had just finished this book and emailed a copy to this publisher. Now I have to wait and see if they are going to publish it. I was really nervous; it's not every day you let the world in on your sinful ways! Writing this book was the hardest thing I have ever done. On seeing those words, I knew I was obedient to what God had ask me to do: write the book. Whatever happens after this is in God's hands. This book ends as it started: trusting, believing and living by the Word of God. At age twenty-five, I had finally had enough of my messed-up life. Nothing was working - my car was repossessed; I found out my boyfriend was living with another woman; my roommate just up and left; I had no money; my heat was shut off; I was behind on my mortgage; and I hated my job. I went into my roommate's empty room and cried. I got on my knees and prayed to God to help me. When I woke up the next day, I didn't feel the same way. I felt God's presence in my life. God never leaves us; we leave him. I was the one missing in the relationship. I kicked God out of my life when I chose sin over Him. I had a new beginning. I was born again, and I was going to start living by the Word of God. The best thing I ever did!