Synopsis of Living with Schizoaffective Disorder a Personal Journey After Horace became a Christian he was sexually abused within the church that his mother attended. The abuse was no ordinary abuse. It was a satanic ritual (SP) that was to create another Antichrist. Through Horace's Christian faith in the Cross, he resisted the spiritual and natural forces that tried to pull him into a lifestyle that would have led to his destruction. Horace loved his father and when his father found out he told him that if he was gay he did not want anything to do with him. His love for his father helped him by giving him the strength to resist the path that many who are abused through (SP) are forced to take through the weight of the guilt of the sexual abuse. That is to become abusers themselves or struggling with their sexuality. Since he began this journey to Calvary it is within the secular mental health that has been responsible for the development of Theosophy in his life. Because of the work of the American Evangelical Church Horace has overcome this set back to live a normal life. This book is not about healing the illness, it is the foundation that his healing has come from. Also, it is not to establish doctrine, the doctrine that Christians live by can only come from the word of God and not from personal experiences. In this book, he writes a brief synopsis of that journey. It is a masterpiece in its own right; because it addresses the partnership of two totally different forms of ideologies that are opposed to each other Secular Mental Health Recovery and the Christian Faith. It can be said that the heart of this work is relationship building.