Karina Adams, wife, mother of five and working in aged care, lived a happy positive life, in her home town of Ulladulla on the NSW South Coast. That was until Wednesday 1st July 2020 would change Karina's life as she knew it when her 14-year-old daughter Zoie was hit and killed by a school bus as she was leaving school. Is it possible to be happy again, without my daughter? Will my pain ever end? How do I find acceptance and gratitude for what I still have? Karina asked herself these questions and answers them in this inspirational memoir as she descibes her heartache, strength and resilience in raw honest detail. Initially, Karina's grief was tourtuous and endless, but her love for her husband and four boys made karina's perseverance involuntary. Gradually life became a little more bearable and eventually Karina began to feel joy and peace back in her life.